Saturday. 7.28.07 10:54 pm
What, i don't work hard for what i have? granted, i get some things easier than the next, but what i have i cherish and i work hard to maintain the very thing that i worked so hard to recieve. FUck. everybody acts like i just have shit handed to me and i don't give a fuck about what i have, like i'm an irresponsible piece of shit. like i take everything for granted. What the fcuk gave them that idea? my parnets making money? hah. like that fucking solidifies anything that goes on in my life.
It's one of they made money and i asked for it and recieved it everytime i did so. but i don't. i have limits and something much much more valuble. what is that you ask?
MY MOTHER FUCKING PRIDE. MY SELF CONFIDENCE. MY OWN LIFE.
ill ask if shit hits hte fan, who wouldn't?
but i am doing this on my own. why? BECAUSE I WANT TO. I WANT TO KNOW THAT I CAN DO THIS ON MY OWN AND KNOW THAT WHAT I HAVE IN THE FUTURE IS MY FAULT, NOT BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID MONEY MONGERING FAMILY THAT DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THAT I CARE MORE ABOUT LOVE, LIFE AND A FAMILY AS OPPOSED TO HOW MUCH MONEY I MAKE. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i just want to be happy knowing that i made a difference when i die.
FUCKKKKKKKK
r u alright now?
» renaye on 2007-07-29 09:15:02
I totally understand your frustration. My grandmother is incredibly wealthy, although my immediate family is very poor. Because my grandmother provides me with some essentials, such as tuition money (and I go to community college, so it's not so much) and everyone thinks I'm this spoiled rich brat, and I'm not. I work my ass off.
So yeah. You're not alone. =]
» alexsedotcx on 2007-07-30 01:20:41
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