Friday. 12.19.03 11:36 pm
i know i havn't updated for a long time, i have been comming back, but always comming back to an empty mind. i swear my mind is so blank and dead nowadays. im feeling lonely and shit, i think im sinking into depression, why? you know why? because i know im going to fucking leave my friends in a couple months, and the fact that its way too early for me makes me want to die. plus, the fact that i have them now. and want to hang out with them, yet i can't makes me pissed at myself for not making the best of the freindships.
my two best friends hah.
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